One Republic- Infant sorrow- Inside of You
Monday, October 22, 2007
pensive, melancholy and morbid
Weather's been feeling rather down lately, its pouring nearly everyday, and i feel just as lousy lately.
This year has been, i'd say, the doldrums for me, yet at times, the east wind blows rather inconsistently in my favour. Lately, life hasan't been smooth sailing for me. Why? 2 words to sum it up. 'Heaven's will' Things hasan't really been in my control lately, no matter how much i try, the current's always going against me, like a sailor wishing for wind on starboard but given that from stern. Useless.
They say life itself presents many opportunities, Happiness is self created, but yet i beg to differ. IMO, opportunities and happiness are for the rich. Money does indeed make the world go round, but is not necessary the root of all evil, all that i know for now is, happiness cannot thrive without wealth.
I may come across as the happy-go-lucky kinda guy, but yet, all it took was a call for me to break down.
It wasn't the conversation, but it was the guilt-stricken me.
I have made many mistakes in life, much more than others, ive stepped into pathways that glowed with oblivion, but yet, if i was given a chance to compensate for my mistakes and perhaps atone for my sins, this would be the very first one.
If i could do it all over again, if i had known earlier, i would have done whats best at the start, halting the tragedy that has snowballed till this very day
Solitude and seclusion are but my 2 good friends, serenity comes next. Right now, i'm gonna find them by taking a walk through perhaps what seems like a trip down memory lane for me.
Words cannot express how sorry i really am, but i still feel compelled to say this, sorry.
This year has been, i'd say, the doldrums for me, yet at times, the east wind blows rather inconsistently in my favour. Lately, life hasan't been smooth sailing for me. Why? 2 words to sum it up. 'Heaven's will' Things hasan't really been in my control lately, no matter how much i try, the current's always going against me, like a sailor wishing for wind on starboard but given that from stern. Useless.
They say life itself presents many opportunities, Happiness is self created, but yet i beg to differ. IMO, opportunities and happiness are for the rich. Money does indeed make the world go round, but is not necessary the root of all evil, all that i know for now is, happiness cannot thrive without wealth.
I may come across as the happy-go-lucky kinda guy, but yet, all it took was a call for me to break down.
It wasn't the conversation, but it was the guilt-stricken me.
I have made many mistakes in life, much more than others, ive stepped into pathways that glowed with oblivion, but yet, if i was given a chance to compensate for my mistakes and perhaps atone for my sins, this would be the very first one.
If i could do it all over again, if i had known earlier, i would have done whats best at the start, halting the tragedy that has snowballed till this very day
Solitude and seclusion are but my 2 good friends, serenity comes next. Right now, i'm gonna find them by taking a walk through perhaps what seems like a trip down memory lane for me.
Words cannot express how sorry i really am, but i still feel compelled to say this, sorry.
And nic wrote this shit ... at 8:15 PM
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